Now i am God's witness =)
when the sun is up
i wake up with a yawn
and my mouth is dry
you are my witness
when i pack my things
take a bath
and prepare to go
you are my witness
when i start my day
do my work
and eat my food
you are my witness
when the moon arises
i'm ready to sleep
and dream sweet dreams
you are my witness
you are my witness
when my pillow is wet
and my blanket is soaked
with bitter tears
you are my witness
when i grieve
over a lost loved one
kept in a secret
you are my witness
when someone needs my help
and i kept my hands
because of my fears
you are my witness
when i pray and meditate
for everything to be okay
and to keep my spirit strong
you are my witness
because you are my God
What is this strange feeling
That I keep on thinking about you
all the time everytime
day and night rain or shine
what is this thing that keeps me
holding on to you steadfastly
despite this distance
despite the circumstances
is this hope? is it blind?
is it wrong? is it right?
why do i see so much in you
when every sign is saying otherwise
what are these interrupting random talks
vying and seeking for my attention
they only make me think more of you
more and more each day
why do you cause me so much pain
and yet cause so much joy
why do i keep on praying for you
am i praying for the wrong things?
i can wait for as long as i can
will you be my first and last?
the only thing that will break this bond
if God will whisper it's not meant to be
Once, when I wanted to be free... I still do.
i wanna go to a place
to a haven where no havoc wreaks
i wanna be far away
from the sanity that drove me insane
i want to swim the deepest oceans
teeming with peculiar corals and sea fishes
i want to touch its ground
never resurfacing again
i want to fly
to the fields where no one goes
no one dares, no one knows
i want to dream forever
i want to be far away
far away from here
far away from everyone
far away from myself
beneath the coat lies a twisted smile
ready to decieve with its charm
beneath the coat hides an awful stare
longing to start some harm
beneath the coat a plot is made
devised to make you cry
beneath the coat a trap is set
filling you with lies
the gentle havoc begins
steps are creaking at the door
knocking once knocking twice
as you swayed on the floor
he keeps a sinister grin
keeps his hands abay
he fills you with kisses
delightfully making your day
sweet words sweet nothings
ringing to your ears
again and again it rings
forgetting all your fears
promises kept but never kept
he walks away without a sound
without a word
forever lost and never found
all you found are pieces
broken pieces on the floor
shattered all over the place
as he walked out that door
it will never be the same
the cracks are showing
as you picked up the pieces
blood is flowing
beneath the coat a secret kept
a thousand reasons behind
beneath the coat a broken heart
memories will always remind
hold on steadfast to my heart.
don't fail me now.
you may be the only one.
to hold me high up above the ground.
dream of me like i dream of you.
haunting me with picturesque images.
with you walking with me.
to trails of secret passages.
despite my flaws, my failures.
can you be as accepting
as i want you to be
to deem me as worth keeping?
will you open up for me
tell me all your secrets
everything that matters to you
the things that make your heart scarlet
you went near me
i went away
you stared into my eyes
i looked away with lies
you want to say something
but i prevented you
you sang songs
i pretended i didn't hear
you waited for a long time
but i wasn't aware
you tried to make me laugh
and i ignored it
you were finally gone
i was confused
you were nowhere to be found
i found myself so down...
Believe...
that the sun may not always shine,
but the moon and stars never fail to make the sky so beautiful.
Believe...
that troubled waters run at very fast torrents,
but descends down as waterfalls majestically.
Believe...
that silence can pierce the most fragile of souls,
but lets us hear the voices of our very own hearts.
Believe...
that distance can make us feel like we're out of touch,
but gives us strength and endurance for the testing of our minds.
Believe...
that reality can be so unforgiving and unaccepting,
but can give you a feeling you can't find in your dreams.
Believe...
that we may not be meant for each other,
but we can always defy what fate has in store for us.
Believe in me as I believe in you.
dear friend
it's been a long time since we haven't met
and boy was i so glad to see you
the long absence of time did not melt
the friendship that we once had
we talk of things that were unheard of
we spent some time that's worthy
we crossed roads that were rough
going to places we sought to see
God is good to make us meet
You may not know but it's got to be
heaven sent to waste that day
of spirituality and unity
but my friend
something's changed
you talk of things that were unheard of
you speak of sorrowful words
you taunt me by not coming back
this friendship i bound to keep
for all eternity for all i can give
but you are pushing me away
it's as if you don't want me to stay
i'm not the kind to force myself
into something that's not for me
if you want to cut ties with me
then so long and let it be
When I met someone as fragile as me...
hush hush beautiful soul
don't be afraid to let your mind soar
to where no one dares to go
do not shudder my little one
follow your dreams and let it lead you
to where you are destined to be
hear the music outside and feel its beat
don't let it bring your heart down
and trample on your fragility
open up don't be afraid
don't let your demons get you
free your heart and soul
ease up lighten up
share your light to the world
you've yet to realize your own beauty
you made my day
you said words that sound so promising
you want to travel with me
you said i was the best that ever happened
but those...
those are just mere words
mere feelings...
transitory feelings...
they come and they go...
why should i believe it will be everlasting?
but if dreams can come true
if promises were not meant to be broken
if the world will bow down to one's wishes
i would want this feeling to last forever
but then...
it would be unrealistic...
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